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Thu, September 25 - Some people say it is hard to overcome social media addiction, but since I've realized that by each (parasocial) interaction of mine on, let's say, instagram, I was actually working for the platform and not getting paid, I just disappeared from there. It was that simple. In regards of my fear of missing out (fomo), it's been "covered" by the RSS Reader thing - not the fomo as a condition/potential itself, but the "sense" of missing out (the sense of "being fed", if that makes any sense), which is still progress from my perspective.
Here's the proposed definition of social media in Brazil (alt link), which technically does not include most of the fediverse platforms, old-fashioned forums and boards or blogging communities, but could do stuff like twitch and some sort of message software like discord or whatsapp. It's neat for legal and operational purposes.
Mon, September 22 - Brazil's children's day incoming, I guess... (I am the child)
Kaguya-sama, the femdom epitome of a whole generation.
Fri, September 19 - I don't usually dream or remember my dreams but last night I dreamed with 2 women, both of them criminals: a master and her minion. Both of them with the same haircut, like it was the distinctive trait for the women of their supposedly mafia group. The minion was trying to persuade the master through persecution and violence to become her true/old self again, cus something happened and the master was in the process of deserting a quest... in the end the minion subtly faked a shocking/traumatic experience from the past of the master and then she came "back to her senses" again... I was in the minion's car during the persecution and in some sort of stairs when the master came to herself again, it was like I was another minion in training but suddenly had to deal with the master's desertion thing (and I was so shocked by the means the high-ranking minion was using for that)... that was really weird but the whole situation (the dream itself) was soooooo cinematic and both women were really really gorgeous (I felt like a submissive boy puppy in front of both lmfao)... I couldn't understand anything until now, but if I had to I would say the frames in my head fit a collab amongst Gregg Araki, Quentin Tarantino, David Lynch and Rose Glass lmfao... that sure was a wild trip! I just don't understand why now, cus yesterday was Ghibli day and everything just don't make any fucking sense at all.
Thu, September 18 - The theater of my local library is running a Ghibli Fest for a week, starting from today! That's such a charming way to watch Ghibli movies (on the big screen, dang!) and a ticket costs something around 2 bucks lmao... Really excited! 
Sat, September 13 - Started learning how to play snes platforms with keyboard (yes... in the year of our lord 2025...) and I came to conclusion that games were never meant to be played with controllers. Fight me! 
Idk why but Milon's (Do-Re-Mi Fantasy) traits remind me of Yotsuba-chan lolol... I love it!
Thu, September 11 - UATA PIECE!
Guess we're having a pirate party tomorrow... and then, wake me up when september ends! 
Thu, September 11 - Today is a historical day for Brazil. For the first time in history, especially since the events of 1964, high-ranking military agents have been convicted by the Brazilian legal system for threats against democracy. That's all you need to know about the current Bolsonaro drama. As said earlier by an authority in this case, "the trial has been Brazil's meeting with its own past, present, and future". Already cried SO much and I'm so fucking overwhelmed, but that's the kind of thing I've always yearnd for! Can't believe we could finally afford to have some sort of social and political stability witnessing a timely, and yet official, call for remembrance in our history, at least for a brief moment.
It's been 10 fucking years, dude. And, sure, I've changed! Who didn't? We're fucking living this moment...
Tue, September 09 - I don't feel like listing this one, but here's a cool write-up on the many (not "all") layers of the countercultural web I was reading earlier!
OAN, last night I started AND finished a +30 chap seinen manga thanks to insomnia. Guess I have a preferred genre...
Fri, September 05 - We can try to understand The New York Times effect on... this enby!
Whether you're a brother or whether you're a mother, you're staying alive! Staying alive! 
Tue, September 02 - Tiny Stardew Valley accomplishment I feel very proud of: the movie theater unlocked past ~188h of gameplay over the years... :p
I've also changed professions for most of the skills, it seems like all the things in-game made sense now.
Thu, August 28 - I hope bearblog stays as a long-term project cus I really love this place! 
PS: added the blog's first silly easter-egg... 
Tue, August 26 - Worst thing I've ever ordered cus nothing but a penny... thanks for the food, etc. 
Sun, August 24 - Had to turn off the sounds in the game cus of my ASD... I'd stunlock while listening the battle theme in A4, Zone 3 (the feels, bruh) and I couldn't make any good decisions at all lol. That's an odd exception only related to performing inputs in this specific moment (and area) of the game, tho, cus I love the OST. The moment I did that, I started progressing again. This game is so good... (yes, the RPG Maker version as I said in april 
).
Fri, August 22 - We're SO back!
Did you know that "desserts" backwards is "stressed"? 
Thu, August 21 - Thinking about creating a new section in this blog to post pics of my collections... or I could just make more blog posts to showcase em.
Thu, August 21 - And so I watched Aaron's doc again passed some years:
It will never cease to hurt, tho.
Mon, August 18 - Can't figure out why peertube embeds are not working properly when I try to post em here... In search for a clue. Anyway, I've published a new silly video of mine!
Sun, August 17 - Almost a whole year since I've abandoned this save state (not even a Zorin user anymore)
August is the month of my linuxversary, btw! It's been 4 years already (time flies, FR...) :p
OG screenshot day, LESGOOOOOOO!!!
Wed, August 13 - Revamped my peertube account for today's events! :p
Tue, August 12 - I just published my first tired guide in the blog! I'll be back to the guide here and there to adjust stuff. It was written in Obsidian while listening to Information Society, RBD and Lady Gaga. Very important trivia...
Sun, August 10 - Not so long ago I started reading Freax: the brief history of the computer demoscene (2016) and suddenly some of its archives have crossed my path... :)
I've no clue how I manage to find these things, I swear to Garfield that they're instead coming to me. And no, this has nothing to do with any sort of algorithmic recommendation in most of the cases. 
Fav track: Back to school/triad.
Tue, August 05 - The more I try to participate in the old web revival or in the less corporate side of the web, the less I feel like the history of my life and my current reality are matching those standards. Not that I want to go back to social media either, but last month I did my final attempt on participating in a huge retrogaming board (more like some war/ez scene, tbf -- pun intended, cus all the time conflict was easily prompted in that place). I also haven't felt any motivations to continue to pursue old projects of mine in regards of game making. Maybe I've finally become aware of my own limitations and the place I happen to occupy in this world. I'm giving all these unfulfilled desires a proper burial.
Sat, August 02 - I promise I won't stress out with stupid people online ever again! 
Fri, July 25 - G̶̨̡͖̳̻̥͕̜̒̌̑̀͗L̸͇̳̬̫̠̮͊̏̔̏̋̂́̈͘Í̶̮T̵͇̯̙̿̈́ͅC̷̛͕̳̝̤̘͇̥̅͌̆̊̽̆̏͜H̸̗̰̦̞̻͚̺̑̃́̔̿ͅG̵̡͍͇̙̩̜̏͛L̷̢̛̩̱̞̬͕̥̔͂̄͛͝Ḯ̸̧̧̜͈͈͓̺̰̖̲͒̉̔̇͐̏͛̈̚T̴̳̦͇̋͌̔̈́͌̐͐̒͝C̸̛̯̦̫̺̮̳̀̀͂̉̕͝H̶͉̹͖̟̟̻̘̭̫̍̏̋̈̀̋ͅG̸̭̦͖̍L̷̺̙͇͎͎̙̉͘͝I̵̛̮̤̜̤͑̽͂̔͛̎̓͝T̶̡̛̩͗͗̃̀̇̾̂C̸̨̡̢̡̫͍̬̠̊̾̐̄͝͠͠͠Ḩ̵̳̤̹̞͕̊̊̊͒̑̇̾͝
Fri, July 18 - Hell yeah, treats!
Mon, June 30 - It might take a while for me to update the Yearlong section coz I didn't really bother tracking my habits in June (I was PROUDLY busy having fun, lol...), June is also when the brazilian celebration called Quadra Junina takes place, so it was basically tons of folk music, festivals, meetings and amazing food for me! 
Mon, June 30 - Been overthinking about a write-up I read not so long ago, it was shared on mastodon (I was still a cathode.church user), and the author was talking about the importance of making some services and information available in the web straightforward in HTML... the author was sharing his experience of meeting with a queer person, who had just been kicked outta their house by their family, waiting for service in some institution offering social support in UK, or something like that, noticing that the fellow queer folk in question had only a PSP (prolly the first/only thing they got in hands while going through all that), by which they would browse the pages of a website explaining the requirements of some sort of support policy. I cannot remember details and maybe I misspoke something, but the core idea was like "the best web browser existing being the one available (if that's still functional)" and something about organizations sharing important or official documents and information straightforward in HTML, since most of those devices people would use while going through emergencies couldn't parse stuff like PDFs, etc. I've tried to find the actual write-up, so I could link to the blog but had no success...
Tue, June 24 - Today marks the date of my departure from Write.as, at least as betamaxglitch. I'm happy seeing how things are going so far in this new comfy corner of ours.
Fri, June 20 - Just got to see a newsletter from 3 days ago, seems like The Internet Archive revamped its AMAZING 2016s project called Gifcities and I honestly had no clue this existed until now -- at least didn't remember lol... old web enthusiasts might be crying (I'm not, YOU are! 7꒳7)
Side note: look at this blink collection, there's also an old web e-card generator... I can't even explain the feelings!
Mon, June 16 - I just arrived to Bear Blog, I'm currently moving from Write.as! But it's going to be slow! 
Pages other than the Beta's one will remain on Write.as for now (like the poetry blog). I like it here so far! 
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